“\u0130lkokula yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn elimde tek bir anahtar vard\u0131 K\u00fcrt\u00e7e. Hi\u00e7bir kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, daha do\u011frusu a\u00e7mas\u0131na izin verilmedi\u011fini \u00e7ok ge\u00e7meden anlad\u0131m. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir anahtar\u0131 olarak K\u00fcrt\u00e7e kendi evimin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maya kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her seferinde ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir h\u0131rs\u0131z muamelesi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fretmen yoklama yaparken ad\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, ben de art\u0131k ezberledi\u011fim \u201dburaday\u0131m\u201d kelimesini s\u00f6yleyece\u011fime bo\u015f bulunup \u201c\u00e7i\u201d deyiverdim. Kap\u0131y\u0131 zorlayan h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131 elindeki su\u00e7 aletiyle birlikte yakalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elindeki cetvelle a\u011flat\u0131ncaya kadar d\u00f6vd\u00fc. Kap\u0131 kilitliydi ve kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in elimdeki anahtar\u0131 kullanmama izin verilmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dedem s\u0131kl\u0131kla “Ya Mufettihe\u2019l ebwab\u201d derdi Soranlara da \u201cEy Kap\u0131lar\u0131 A\u00e7an Allah\u0131m\u201d demektir diye cevap verirdi. Bir anahtara mani varsa ba\u015fka anahtar edinmek gerekiyordu. \u00d6\u011fretmen k\u00f6klerimin \u00fczerinde b\u00fcy\u00fcmeme izin vermiyordu, tam tersine e\u011filmemi b\u00fck\u00fclmemi istiyordu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc e\u011fitim e\u011fip b\u00fckmekten gelir. K\u00f6y\u00fcn ilkokul kelimenin tam anlam\u0131yla beni k\u00f6klerimden koparmaya, ba\u015fka bir kal\u0131ba sokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir e\u011fitim kurumuydu. Yar\u0131m asr\u0131 ge\u00e7kin \u00f6mr\u00fcmde Allah\u2019\u0131n bah\u015fetti\u011fi f\u0131tri anahtar\u0131 kullanmama engel olarak Allah\u2019\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 evrenin kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczerime kilitleyip beni inkar\u0131n so\u011fuk mahzeninde b\u00fck\u00fclmeye zorlayanlara kar\u015f\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131 kurcalamaktan vazge\u00e7medim. Onlar sahip oldu\u011fum yegane anahtar olan K\u00fcrt\u00e7eyi elimden almak istediler ama ben \u00fc\u00e7 anahtar edindim T\u00fcrk\u00e7e, Arap\u00e7a ve Fars\u00e7a. \u00dcstelik anadilimi kalbimin nadide bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde sakl\u0131 tutarak, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0131lk nefesiyle b\u00fcy\u00fcterek. T\u00fcrk\u00e7e, Arap\u00e7a ve Farsa ile anlamlar d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131k\u00e7a K\u00fcrt\u00e7eyi de besledim, b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm, geli\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E\u011fitim zorunluydu, ama k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczde bir terbiye kurumu da h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayaktayd\u0131: medrese. D\u00fczenli ve s\u00fcrekli ders alamasam da orada k\u00f6klerimin \u00fczerinde b\u00fcy\u00fcmeyi, beslenmeyi, geli\u015fmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim. E\u011fitimle e\u011filen b\u00fck\u00fclen taraflar\u0131m\u0131 ondan edindi\u011fim y\u00f6ntemlerle onar\u0131yordum. M\u0131s\u0131r saraylar\u0131nda k\u00f6klerinden kopmas\u0131 i\u00e7in e\u011fitilen Musa\u2019y\u0131 ayakta tutan da \u00f6z annesinden emdi\u011fi besleyici, b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc, geli\u015ftirici s\u00fctle birlikte ondan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 terbiye de\u011fil miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lkokul be\u015finci s\u0131n\u0131ft\u0131n tarih dersinde \u00f6\u011fretmen halifelik, \u015feriat gibi konular\u0131 anlat\u0131yor ve onlar\u0131n ne kadar k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyler olduklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Ak\u015fam dedeme s\u00f6yledim. Dedem hayat\u0131m boyunca \u015fiar edindi\u011fim bir d\u00fcstur verdi bana: \u201cOnlar ne derlerse tersi do\u011frudur\u201d E\u011fitim s\u00fcrecinin ve resmi s\u00f6ylemin tahribat\u0131n\u0131 onarman\u0131n ilk ad\u0131m\u0131, irfan ehli dedemden ve medreseden \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim \u015fekliyle ku\u015fkuydu. Ku\u015fku duydum ve kendim kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Burada anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fctercimlik ser\u00fcvenim ayn\u0131 zamanda kendim kalma \u00e7abam\u0131n da tarihidir.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Al\u0131nt\u0131:
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